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I swear I hate last minute stuff cos…

1) NBCB I got no time to go toilet

2)I farking don’t have time to do anything else that’s URGENT!

3)I hate people coming to my desk and say urgent!!! When can take

4) I get farking irritated and uber patience- less with anybody and everybody

5) I farking swear the poop in office even my MD buay tahan my swearing

6)I freaking blast my I touch!!!! MUAHAHAH my MD couldn’t take it but well I produce so no one can say a poop. TMD only 2 weeks of self fiddling with trial CS4 Photoshop can!

okie la guess I’ve sweared my guts intestines lungs- basically organs out…

So here is it….

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NBCB even upload also problem! neh neh

OE Power

That CMI meh?????

And this chocolate I’ve kept it for the longest time… finally I had 1/3 bar of it today as I was feeling terrible and to stop the tears. Chocolates have got magical powers and great healing powers.

Everytime when I see this… it reminds me of you… Thank you…

Took leave today at the very last moment to see my dad off. I swear my dad is one stubborn cow. No means No!

But luckily he dotes and shiok me alot hence I managed to wriggle my way through to letting me see him off at the airport today.

I’m feeling slightly better at least I managed to see my dad off for the first time after all these years at the airport beside once to just drop off at the airport a few years back.

Today was the first time that we properly sat down to have a drink and talk just before seeing him off to the departure gates and first time that I hugged my dad goodbye.

I’m proud of myself for holding back my tears and not crying infront of my dad. No doubt as I am typing this now, I’m tearing.

I hate farewells and really do not take it well. But I am thankful in a way that I had the chance to see my dad off, although our conversation just now was all about business. It’s work related again. Geez I’m turning into a 24 7 workaholic. Speaking to my uncle for the first time after so many years of cold war was also because of business dealings.

My dad is now onboard the plane having to sit through a 10 over hrs flight. I am not really taking it well but at least I am not crying out loud. I know I am a weakling inside and I am worst of as toufu no doubt i try so hard to put on a strong front and take everything in.

I really missed having my Dad around the days when we went out for meals and the zoo and birdparks and KTV sessions with his clients or business partners when I was much much much younger.

Dinner last night with my pop was really heartwarming. I swear I almost wanted to cry while eating with him. When I was younger, it was always me scooping soup for my dad and getting everything for him and I tend to made hell lots of noise but seeing my dad scooping soup for me I almost teared. Dad got irritated when I kept scooping dishes putting on his plate of rice. That’s my way of care and my way of love, it’s me, to anyone I love I’ll always do it.

Edwin gets irritated too, so I try not to do it and constantly telling myself to not do it for him. But sometimes, I just cant help it.

I told my Dad that in June next year probably ed and i if possible may fly over to visit him and he can be our tour guide during our trip there. So budget living for the next half a year liao. Reckoned my ang bao money will be set aside for that trip. Am keeping it a secret from Ed that I have the intention of getting him the tickets there, no doubt I did mention that I may fly over to visit my dad in June next yr. But I didn’t let him know I have the intention to have him along. Really depends on my budget man. So it’s gonna be a poor bloke living for the next yr.

My driving license may have to wait again.

I told my Dad he better come back for CNY and inform me when his medication is low. I know Dad is looking for a new wallet and I know exactly what brand and model to get for him. Am going to buy it and safe keep it and pass it to him on CNY reunion dinner. Can’t wait to see his reaction even though I know I will get a big lecture from him for “wasting” money.

Honestly, my dad and ed are like photocopied. Their patterns all the same. Hence at times these two fellas can really give me a terrible headache. Especially this month both made realized many things.

Both are always not around for me, both always scold the poop outta me, both hates my way of loving and concern. Both wants me to let them be and understand them and give them my support. Silence, is the best support I can give them and trust them both and have faith in them.

okie I know I am becoming an EMO fark. But wat the hell, I need somewhere to say these out. hahaha. Back to work again.

not too bad eh….

Can you tell that it’s super imposed? hahaha

After a few try on photoshop… My boss was impressed! And blardy hell did this just for a proposal to customer

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I wish I could freeze time. Keep things still at this moment. But that only happens in dreams and fairytales. I’m no princess and my life isn’t a fairytale.

Reality and truth bites and it stinks! Reality is harsh. So eve darling had the sweetest birthday surprise all organized by barbi-ian. (not forgetting with alot of help from ed n jo)
I wasn’t feeling well at all and I kept fainting and sleeping. But that’s because of really low blood pressure and same time I had my period on the very same day, Friday!!!
I had to rush out to giant to buy my pad cos I ran out of it! I swear it was one of the awkward moments in life which you really wished to be invisible.
So the evening was spent watching turning point ( ku hai zai) show with lyn jo on one side and the occasional surprise visits made by barbi. I swear for a moment I was über freaked out felt vunerable!!!
After a really good hk mobster film jo lead the way to Henderson for teochew muai!!!!
And I realized that we’re mostly teochews!!! Oki I’m a little more mixed simply because there’s peranakan in me but otherwise I’m on par.
I swear having teochew muai after a hard day work or a terrible day especially when you’re heartbroken really warms your tummy and every inch of your body and if the food is really good it even warms your soul and heart. You’ll feel much better so so so much better.
Hm funny thing about the kopitiam was when we reached we had uncles all turning g their heads the same time staring at us. Well, I guess we were just noisy but according to ed he claims that it’s because of our boobs that had caused the stare. But my boobs aren’t that big lei as compared to lyn’s jo wife.
Ended the night with a warm tummy filled with muai.
And we finally made that long awaited trip. I swear I was still feeling faint but I guess the duck n salted veg soup helped alot.
So we waited for some time there, got lost, even had to pay our way through authorities for an u turn!!?? Smlj 100 bucks even jo can’t help but to keep rubbing axe oil on his temples.but whatever it was still it was the efforts that matters most and everyone managed it well with a laugh and no hard feelings.

We caught it at Cathay city sqaure! For less than 10rm which means it’s prolly only 5 buckaroos!!!
I love this show to bits! I must say it’s all packed with fighting scenes blades n a hot Rain!!!

It’s not the birthday party that makes me sick or the birthday girl. I love eve. It’s me who’s unwell and how certain news had gotten me terribly upset. But I guess time will heal all wounds and time will tell.

If I could I really don’t want to attend this evening’s birthday celebration.
It makes me sick in the stomach. It’s her birthday not mine. But my boyfriend is invloved in the preparations as though as it’s his gf’s birthday.
I’m still unwell but who cares! No one gives a shit!

Afterall that I’ve done just because he says I m not the right one it’s my fault?!
I really don’t know how to put on a mask anymore and to smile at people who make me sick at times.